The Betrayal -- by the public of the POLICE OFFICERS out there....

You see make one mistake and then the POLICE ARE INSULTED AND LAMBASTED ALL OVER THE PLACE and I am not different to anyone else -- I was just as insulting as everyone else had been when what the SAPS AND THE POLICE AND THE METRO DID, WHEN IT did not suit me -- or what I WANTED -- the thing is there are laws and MZ LAW ABIDING CITIZEN was not a good girl and that is one of the main reasons those POLICE WERE THERE ALL THE TIME INSTEAD -- THE FACT that I had slept with POLICE OFFICERS WHO I was in love with in the past has absolutely no bearing on the way we as
a public betray POLICE OFFICERS OUT THERE INSTEAD...................................................
I AM NOT different to anyone else -- except that I TEND TO like them and think that they are actually very interesting and important people to talk to instead.....they do understand when the public make mistakes -- simply because of the type of work that they do...........................
DISCUSSING LAST night the POLICE OFFICERS LOVER THING AND THE POLICE OFFICERS CHILDREN AS WELL......................................................................................
DURING THIS thing that happened in my life -- not once did I think that I would actually be called upon to think about the people who I had LOVED SO EFFUSIVELY IN MY LIFE AND IN THE PAST -- AND THIS IS NOT JUST ABOUT LOVE AND AFFAIRS IT IS ABOUT BEING THE ---- THE POLICE OFFICERS LOVER INSTEAD............................................................

WHEN I talked to MARYANN THE YEARS WERE peeled away in the way you peel a banana, and I could still see the man standing there -- that would end up in that uniform and
it has never left my memory -- the POLICE OFFICERS that would come into the businesses I worked for and sit on the end of their wives desks -- the guys who I KNEW WHO WERE RESERVISTS AND OFFICERS AND THEY ARE GONE NOW, I CAN STILL SEE EVERYONE AS THEY were at 10 ANDERSON STREET, AND THINK ABOUT A FRIEND WHO IS NOW GONE PAUSING TO talk to me at a desk....................................................

THAT IS WHY I called what I HAVE WRITTEN -- THE POLICE OFFICERS LOVER -- A HANDBOOK ON RESPECTING POLICE OFFICERS -- BUT, IS THAT ENOUGH -- BECAUSE I THINK THAT TO RECTIFY THE SITUATION OUT THERE -- YOU NEED TO love them, as well...................................................................................................................

LOVING THE MEN AND WOMEN IN UNIFORM -- WATCHING THE CAR OUT THERE FROM SAPS BRAMLEY -- THE HELICOPTER UP THIS MORNING AND THE POLICE
CARS OUT THERE IN THE EARLY MORNING HOURS AND YESTERDAY -- I WAS dying to go out and talk to them and find out what they had been doing -- natural curiosity or just because they are special people each in their own rights...................................................

YOU SEE AT SOME TIME THIS POLICE OFFICER BECAME THE LOVE OF MY LIFE -- AND I CAN NEVER CHANGE THE WAY THAT I FEEL ABOUT ANYTHING -- NO MATTER
WHAT -- AS I PAINT NOW THINGS ARE DIFFERENT -- my artistic style is becoming more measured -- but, in there is my heart and it is important for everyone to know that this is filled with love for those PEOPLE IN THE UNIFORMS OUT THERE --- THE MEN AND WOMEN WHO PROTECT AND SERVE -- ARE SPECIAL TO ME AND THAT IS ALL THERE IS TO THAT -- AND THEY OWN MY HEART ................................................................................

DEDICATED TO THE HARD WORK OFTHE MEN AND WOMEN FROM THE SAPS AND METRO AS WELL AS OTHER TRAFFIC AND OTHER AUTHORITIES -- LEOS ALL...AS
WELL....